U all will be asking.. Why every time i wrote on my blog are all sad stuff?? The reason is because sad things are to be thrown away and forget it but good things are to be kept and to be remembered.. That's why most of the time i am writing sad blog..
I think i really cant tell you my dear how i feel about us. When i say,u will get mood less and no matter wad i said or asked you on the phone the answer will be the same.. a moody sound.. In a relationship both partners must tag alone in order to have the convestation carry longer. If one talks and other listen. There will be shortage of things to say and both will stuck there without any sound from their mouth. that's why is hard for me to share about how i feel. It will be better for me to just wrote it here and if you see it den good for you to know it. But if u don't see the blog den it's ok.
When i went out with you near your block,you will alway have something in your mind which is "Will my relatives or friends saw us?" Most of the time when we show them,you will walk even faster then me just not to let them see you.. But what's the point of walking fast when you can walk normally and they will not suspect anything. See them is common near your block because they are staying there but just be normal with it. There is a saying in chinese " you can run away today,but you cant run away forever." One day they will know that you have a boyfriend. You guys reading this may not know what i trying to say. But wad i wan to say is that,next time dear pls don't walk so fast as they might suspect something on you.
Tv to you maybe important then me. I alway try to call you when the show is not interesting or when is over. But sometimes the show may last for few hours and sometimes i called and is the show really interesting till you cant chat wif me for awhile? Yup you do,but is in a no concentrating answer. I know that i called at the wrong time but will you take out some time on the phone with me? We had lesser and lesser time for meet le and we can only chat on the phone till a certain time only. I enjoyed chatting with you when you are in good mood but when you are in bad mood is hard for me to continue my convestation. Sometimes the words you say can hurt other people's feeling. Everyone have it's own pride. Today you angry with me for no reason i never say anything but you asked your malay friend send some malay words to you and you used it on me. When i read it,my heart suddenly felt very pain. It hurts my heart and my pride as well. I try to tell you that it is not right to say all this words and i am not angry with you cause of all this. I trying to teach you but you told me you bad mood liao. When i wanted to correct you,the attitude you giving me i got shock.
Your attitude to me are changing bit by bit since the first day we are together. I do not know whether is it good or bad to me. I alway tell myself "Just forgive her for what she had done wrongly cause she is still young and there is long way for you to learn." I give in to you all the time. Sometimes i don't know why you are angry with. When i asked you,you will say "nothing" "forget liao." If we don't tell each other how we feel how can we change and progress further?
If you read this,i hope you will think about it... No matter what,i will try to change us attitude into a postitive attitude so that we can progress further and be together happily. MuACk
finally i found my gal tat can give me happiness and loved... hmm.. she told me tat i am better than her ex but i found tat i had not given her the best of all.. She had been trouble by some of her classmates and i wasnt happy about it. Her classmates had bully her.. One had cut her bag and one keep disturbing her during lesson cos he like her and forcing her to be her gf.. I am not jerlous cos i trust her.. Sometimes she get bully till too much,she would cry... What should i do? If u guys had read.. pls,i need you guys de help le... hehex... if not friends r for what lei? haha.. tell me what u think.... thanks.. Your vote is important and secret.... 
